Frustration, depression,

Sadness and Pain

Bloodstain

So many emotions I have

So sick of carrying a crushed heart

In my life, I have a dad

A father that doesn’t care for me

A father that comes and goes, so carefree

A father that will never change

A father that tries to buy love

When will he understand…

That I can barely stand

The pain I carry

Deep cuts, the pain leaks

Trying to be fearless

Endless pain never seems to cease.

I’m done trying

Don’t have hope for a guy like him

He can’t keep a child in his arms

For he is not innocent, he harms

You can’t buy a child’s love

Father? I’ve already given up on that

Standing at my door step every couple months

Showing up from time to time isn’t enough

When I needed you the most, you disappeared

Father oh father

When will you realize the

Damage you’ve done to the family and I

You dug a hole and fell into it

Try to pull yourself out, there’s no hope

I’ve fallen to death

I live no longer

For you have killed me.