Frustration, depression,

Sadness and Pain

Bloodstain

So many emotions I have

So sick of carrying a crushed heart

In my life, I have a dad

A father that doesn’t care for me

A father that comes and goes, so carefree

A father that will never change

A father that tries to buy love

When will he understand…

That I can barely stand

The pain I carry

Deep cuts, the pain leaks

Trying to be fearless

Endless pain never seems to cease.

I’m done trying

Don’t have hope for a guy like him

He can’t keep a child in his arms

For he is not innocent, he harms

You can’t buy a child’s love

Father? I’ve already given up on that

Standing at my door step every couple months

Showing up from time to time isn’t enough

When I needed you the most, you disappeared

Father oh father

When will you realize the

Damage you’ve done to the family and I

You dug a hole and fell into it

Try to pull yourself out, there’s no hope

I’ve fallen to death

I live no longer

For you have killed me.

Black hole...

Never knew how far I’d come Lost in reality My head is full of doubt Can’t get it out Seen in a black hole In endless pain Sharp as a dagger Knowing my name Wanting to be alone For I can’t wait Waiting to be owned Just wanting to go home Thinking about the past Knowing it wont last It already past I can’t go back Trying to move forward Trying to last I can’t make it Time won’t pass Family was nothing Love was pathetic It was hopeless It was last The last breath I took The last time I saw The light before me The time I fall This is the last time I see you This the last draw This is my good bye See you in the eternal darkness